present and past

it was a somewhat eventful day yesterday as it went down in my calendar as the first event that the new team, including this newest kid on the block, moi, as one of the main organisers for the event.

overall still machiam one lost soul but also die die had to look like pro and act like one as well. even bearing the prospect of having to face hundred-odd strength crowd on a podium and do a recital, including the vip table that consists of the ones high up on the hierarchy and one minister of parliament. like tt is die also cannot throw face situation.

and in the end, i actually found myself very glad that the vips were there. they were the ones who gave the loudest applause and cheered at the end of my recital, while the other hundred odd participants were totally relac-one-corner and looking very sedated. if not, how low-morale it would be to walk down the stage with scattered applause?

so it was not as bad as i feared it would be although there were some nerve wrecking moments at some parts of the programme. this time makes very useful experience for the other one coming up in July....and ......time is running out.....major sweat time. a lot of things haben settled......T_T

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went for the employment check up. then report came. then see the results want to T_T.

the last line read "mild scoliosis of the spine is detected."

it brought back memories of the primary schooler me and my dad going to the then institute of health (dunno still there or not) at outram. at that period, i was reading the sweet valley middle school series and just so happened that one of the twins' friend had scoliosis too. Hers was so bad that she had to go for fitting-out of the brace that she would need to wear on her spine. so when the school nurse, during that fateful body checkup, wrote on THE blue health booklet to refer me to IOH, i was super scared like dunno what. i started to imagine i had to wear the terrible spine brace and not being able to run around like a monkey that i was back then. if my memory serves me correctly, i went there about 2-3 times and in the end, the doctor told me shouldnt be a problem and see how it goes. i never went back again. this situation should be pretty normal during the puberty phase....i think. think only.

so it is not very the pleasant to see that scoliosis line all over again. cos it means that my spine never did straighten itself out in the end. well, not that it is going to affect anything, but still does that make me kind of more prone to spine-related problems?

then hor, i think this should be the medical reason why i only 162 and sometimes 161 when my sis can grow until 168 and my bro 175(and still growing). so when i walk between the 2 of them is ji funny the picture yi xia.......V-shaped de....