the coveted skill

Crunch! Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy don’t I know that skill? If I have it, I can understand what the hell is going on and not having to keep making references. But I have no time to acquire it and there are so many things that ranks greater importance in terms of acquisition than this skill, like for eg. driving.

So for the moment, i have to live with this current predicament. If not knowing it is really going to kill me that much, then some way or another I will figure it out, be it the piece that requires the skill or the skill itself.

Meanwhile, excuse me while I go self implode somewhere.